I don't understand how you've done these things to me I cannot comprehend your lack of loyalty for you I would have shaken down the heavens from the sky but it seems my love was stronger than this love of yours that died
Did you think it wouldn't hurt? did you think I wouldn't feel when the world came falling down? or maybe you didn't think at all and that's why I feel what I feel now did you think I wouldn't fall? did you think I wouldn't cry? did you think I wouldn't beg you to stay? one of these days you'll realize just what you've thrown away
now I lie here in this empty bed and all I think about is you and I wonder if you miss me now and if your bed is empty too
Did you think it wouldn't hurt? did you think I wouldn't feel when the world came falling down? or maybe you didn't think at all and that's why I feel what I feel now did you think I wouldn't fall? did you think I wouldn't cry? did you think I wouldn't beg you to stay? one of these days you'll realize just what you've thrown away
Marilyn, my bitterness I've fallen to a stranger nightmare Marilyn, oh Marilyn I cannot break away
Marilyn, my bitterness I've fallen to a stranger nightmare Marilyn, oh Marilyn I cannot find my way
I'll absorb this agony I'll carry all this pain I'll wipe away this emptiness I'll purify this stain My wings will fold around me now for once a one was two and my memory is a monument that will always stand for you
Todo el mundo se pone "propósitos" todos los años... Y yo, no voy a ser menos... pero, no me pongo propósitos nuevos. Símplemente, cogeré con más ganas los propósitos que ya tenia desde hace mucho tiempo. ¿Cuáles son? Los de siempre... mejorar como persona, encontrar un trabajo, tener algo de "independencia" (No irme a vivir fuera, pero sí tener mis propias cosas con mi propio dinero...)
De todas formas... ya he adelantado un paso en todas esas.
Por otra parte... Empecé el año 2008 bastante bien... Grandísimos amigos (Que poco a poco han seguido desapareciendo, como los de años atrás...), el primer trimestre en general fue buenísimo... El segundo trimestre, fue algo más dificil... perdí dos cosas muy importantes... El verano... bueno, pudo mejorar (De hecho, éste verano corregiremos los errores del pasado), y el final del año, ha estado bastante bien... con alguna sorpresita, como la beca...
¿Cómo afrontaré 2009?, pues como afronto el día a día... o almenos, como lo intento: Con la mayor felicidad posible.
Espero que éste 2009, aunque no haya empezado como 2008... pueda llegar a superarle.
Quizas actualice uno de éstos días con una memoria... corta, pero memoria...